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May 20, 2003
A Long Autumn
This site is finally working again which bodes well for me since of late, I've been in want of conversation. And that would include writing my thoughts here and make-believing that I'm having a little chat with you. Whoever all of you are.
Autumn is Beautiful and unusually long this year. It's like God knows it's my last Autumn in Melbourne and has decided to bestow me with the best yet. Light pitter patter Rain, Sun shining, unbeatable Cool weather that doesn't require bulky winter coats. Yet.
It makes life easier. I breathe better. And each time I walk around Melbourne, I'm shrouded in a cloud of awe. I'm in awe that, despite all the tumultuous emotional entanglements I manage to get myself into, there remains a certain beauty tinged with the marvellous red and brown of an Autumn Air, to remind me that all is not lost. And Life has to go on.
And Life does go on. In this unbelievably strange world in which I can't tell what is which and which is what anymore. I have a month to graduation and in the midst of ferocious reading and procrastinated typing, I weave in between crowds trying to look for Who I am and What I want. Along the way, little snippets of issues pop out to remind me of what I really have to do. We might live in a world of total Confusion. But like Leaves falling from the Trees into a mangled Heap, we might ultimately be swept into a neat little Pile.
I don't what to think and what to do about most issues. But I do know, that this Autumn is indeed Breath-taking. And right now, that's enough to help me get through till the End of Days.
Will post pictures up soon. :)
Posted by lainey at May 20, 2003 07:42 AM