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April 10, 2003
No matter what, today is still a better day than yesterday, and hopefully, not a better day than tomorrow.
I've been tired. And rather unwell. The perpetual headache hits, but like to a few years ago, I've learnt to accept it as part of me.
Hi, I'm Lainey With A Headache. Yes, the Headache. That Headache. The One that keeps visioned blurred, walking slow, and conversation distracted.
I thought I've been sleeping alot lately. And alot of guilt ensues whenever I think like that. Boon reasoned my sleeping hours to me. And I realised, gee, I've not been sleeping enough at all. Fragmented naps do not qualify for sleep, apparantly.
No wonder Sis is concerned for me. She told me to recover well. Sleep is the best form of recovery, and recuperation. Autumn's falling. I should sleep soon.
I tried to sleep just now. All drugged up and excited to sleep, to rest. The neck, ahh..the neck is killing me, so is the head. So I tried to sleep. And images of Disney's Swan Hotel came to my mind instead. Pillars and pillars of bright postmodern colours. I have to get up.
Yes, I get it, I have to write my paper on the damned hotel. Paper on Postmodern Architecture.
What? Are you commiting academia suicide writing on a subject you have absolutely no idea about?
I'm just curious. I always am. I always write about the stuff I'm curious about. That's why I get all the shit grades.
I'm only consoling myself, I get shit grades no matter.
And as I told a friend, 2 months and 15 000 words to go , before I leave Melbourne.
Listening to: You & Only You - The Softies
Posted by lainey at April 10, 2003 11:47 PM