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April 12, 2003
Is anyone out there?
In between the postmodern architecture of Disney's Swan and Dolphin hotels, I feel immeasurably alone. So alone I can hear the silence screaming in my head. Resounding to a vibration that almost hurts. Wait. It hurts. Hurts to the point of aloneness. Alone to the point of hurting. So I ask, tonight, today, is anyone out there. And if there is, can any of you respond? Perhaps, to help alleviate the pain, the silence (can't tell the difference anymore) a little.
Thank you.
Is anyone out there?
Posted by lainey at April 12, 2003 09:57 PM
Comments
Hugs.
Posted by: D W at April 13, 2003 02:43 AM
Here. Always been here, though almost barely.
Posted by: jerome at April 13, 2003 12:30 PM
Because I feel that I am becoming totally introverted intolerant and unsociable because I live alone and do not work I typed into a search engine is anyone out there and this was the first site that was listed. Your words are poignant and exact. I feel exactly what you wrote. And the answer is yes there are many of us out here. Longing for looking for and needing contact.
signed: anyone, 16 august 04
Posted by: anyone at August 16, 2004 07:42 PM
Dark days are past
and darker days draw near;
darkness on this side,
darkness over there
threatens the spirit.
By Hilda Doolittle.
Is anyone out there? Alone. Loneliness. Forlorn. Forgotten. Pain. Devastating Pain. Longing... how do I find you? You are lost amongst the millions of souls, my soulmate. I fear I can never find you... separated for all eternity. But the longing is so great, it tortures me. Pain melting into more pain, until all is darkness and hopelessness. And yet I hope, hope against hope, of finding you, my lost soulmate. Searching... forever searching. Never finding? Where are you? How can I find you? Are you searching for me too? But I am here... Here ! See me... a raft floating adrift on some huge ocean. See me... before I am swallowed by the merciless waves, and become cold and lifeless. Forgotten.
Posted by: DarthSarah at November 28, 2005 07:56 PM