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April 01, 2003
Because the pretend-life goes on in real life, i will put this out here.
while talking to ingrid over MSN, i managed to psychoanalyse myself to the realisation of my current mind-state: -
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then now, ive not heard from him for close to a week
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suddenly.
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so im worried
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but i have to CHOOSE not to be so worried
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but i really am worried
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im okay if hes busy
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but what if hes sick
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or what if he decides to drop me?
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but i try not to think abt it.
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and just wait
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but just the waiting is driving me berserk.
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so i try not to show im waiting but im only kidding myself la.
Posted by lainey at April 1, 2003 04:58 AM