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February 16, 2003
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Valentine's Day.
Spent. Like a true blue independent modern single girl.
Dinner with a bunch of friends.
Good music of swing and love and jazz.
Swing dancing. Booze. Pretty dresses.
Supper and good food.
But it's Valentine's Day. And he's not here.
He is not here.
I can't even hear his voice.
And I want to hear from him so much.
It's been so long without him.
And it's going to be so long without him.
I don't doubt, don't doubt if it's all worth it anymore.
Because I've learnt that there's nothing else I can do, but to love him and wait.
But I wonder if I can endure the pain. Survive this pain.
This constant longing
yearning
missing
It kills.
It's really killing.
But I love him.
And I know no other way to live.
Posted by lainey at February 16, 2003 10:41 PM
Comments
He emailed. :)
*hugs*
One step at a time.
Posted by: D W at February 16, 2003 11:16 PM
*hugz*
just bear with it for a lil while more and rejoice in the little things for now..
it will get better :)
Posted by: aurorin at February 17, 2003 10:56 PM
As they say:
"Love hurts" :) Of course it's probably worth it ... otherwise it'd all, not make any sense would it ? :)
Posted by: Irish at February 18, 2003 01:36 AM
Hey happy gal,
Be strong, ok? And we can make plans for Easter. Either Chris and I visit you, or you and I visit Chris. Whaddaya think? :)
Posted by: jer at February 18, 2003 02:48 AM