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February 11, 2003
An Unquiet Mind
It's my own fight. And only I myself can do something about it.
But I've sat at the same spot for years. Refusing to do what they asked me to do.
And sometimes, I really do think I've gotten better. BEtter at coping.
And I think, at the end of it all, I would have gotten to the stage where I'm best at coping.
Can I?
Am I doing the right thing by not doing anything? But just gritting my teeth?
Tonight, because of a trigger, I have to ask myself these questions. But I don't have the answers. BEcause these questions are not textbook.
And I'm sorry. Most of you probably don't know what I'm talking about.
Posted by lainey at February 11, 2003 12:33 AM