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December 22, 2002
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Thing is, Christmases have always been hard for me. Having to come in terms with alot of issues besides the birth of my Saviour.
But this Christmas, is alot harder.
There's alot of issues to due with, alot of problems in my face. And all I wish, is for someone to talk to, someone to tell me everything is gonna be alright.
All around me, I have loved ones who care, who try to make me laugh, who give me love and concern. But there's none I can tell. Because some things are just not meant to be shared at ease.
I just want Santa to put my best friend back under the tree. But it seems, that while putting all that love and romance on hold infinitely, I've lost my best friend to that effect too. I wish I could talk to him the way I did last Christmas. And so forth. How he always made my problems seem less significant.
I hate the war.
I hate the impending war.
Am exhausted.
Night.
Posted by lainey at December 22, 2002 10:17 PM