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December 19, 2002
Bored Bored Bored!
I'm so bored.
Life's a flurry of activities. And when presented thus, I'm ok. I think, I make the people around me laugh with my delirious rambling and strange, uncensored jokes stemmed from the lack of sleep. I attempt to lure people to the strangest activities, I invite bumped-into acquaintances to join anyone and everyone I'm with and make friends/conversation with my friends' friends like I've known them all my life.
And when it's like that, it's not so bad.
But when late night comes and people get tired and retreat back into their private life for rest and restoration, I get immensely bored. No one to hold conversations with me in the deep of the night. No one to do anything with me. I should rest, but I feel restless. The voracious reading bit doesn't work because I'm suffering from a surfeit of words and suddenly, even conjured fictive worlds don't seem exciting enough. I need life! I need adrenalin! I need constant activity.
So I just type on and on hoping for something to come up. It was 3am that I forced myself into bed. It was 6am when I gave up the incessant tossing and turning. And it being 8.35am now, is anyone vaguely awake to go out and play with me?
There's no interesting TV programmes on. Sick of watching the same trailers over and over again. Sick of listening to the same news over and over again. Iraq. North Korea. Stocks. Shares. Blair. Bush. Bleah. Bluack! ARghk!
There's nothing on TV.
There's nothing online.
There's no one awake.
There's nothing to do.
I'm so fucking bored.
Urghk!
Posted by lainey at December 19, 2002 07:25 AM